I eat the pussy

My dad seriously gives me the best advice.

If it weren’t for him, I’d be on a RAMPAGE right now. But he calmed me down. He actually tells me when I fuck up. If I went to my friends about the situation I’m in right now, they’d be like “omggzz girl you can do so much better let’s go out and find you a girl, yoloo”.

But my dad was like “you fucked up. You hurt her. and if you love her, keep chasing. no matter how tired you get from running after her, no matter how much it seems like it’s not worth it, if you love her, keep chasing.”

I should really, honestly take his advice, but I probably won’t. She put her hands on me. That shows how little she thinks of me. She verbally degraded me and put her hands on me.

I would never, ever raise my hand to a woman. Not even if she deserved it. I could never treat the girl I love like that. As much as I hate her right now, it just kills me to even think about that. Literally tears me apart. Don’t get me wrong, I’ve SO thought about it before, but then my conscience takes over. I start thinking about if she cried afterwards, or if I’d leave a mark, or how it would completely destroy her mentally. Why would I want the woman I love to go through that? It just breaks my heart, in all honesty. There’s nothing I can’t stand more than seeing a pretty girl in pain. It tugs on my heart strings. Yes, I have a heart. Shocking. 

I have too much pride to have to deal with this again, only to have her leave me three days later. We literally can’t go without a fight for three days. Functional, I know. I just know that deep down, if she cared she’d try. If she doesn’t, I have no choice but to move on. I can’t keep doing this to myself. She can’t keep doing this tous. 

Change must be desperately made. But who will step up?

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I’m a sucker for a nice set of boobies.

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Just got home from my rugby game in Buffalo.

We lost, but we tried, and that’s all that matters. I got pretty beat up, I’m exhausted.Moment of complete badassness: I got the ball and ripped like three bitches off of me and i felt like the hulk.I’m pretty proud of myself, and the team as a whole. Afterwards, we had a social, where we ate pizza and talked to the girls on the opposing team. I met the cutest couple. Like, they were adorable. I can’t recall their names, but they were really nice. You could just tell they were in love. Like that Ellen and Portia love. D’awwwhh. Just ranting :3

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I need a girlfriend.

TMI: I watch too much porn.